Hello, sweet loves! Its been such a long time since we’ve exchanged thoughts and feelings, and I hope you are all doing well . I’ve been off in the waking world, meditating on my karmic obligations and handling them . It seems like all the challenges in my life have forced me to see the world and every individual on a spiritual level . That, coupled with the fact that disharmony makes me physically ill (nausea, tremors, breakouts, etc), has formed the layout for my entire life . I’m here to listen and assist all in communicating with their Higher Self; and its clear that if I don’t keep doing it, I’m going to die . If I don’t erase the spiritual disharmony making me ill, I will perish . This is not a messiah-esque egotistical ambition, but rather a physical compulsion that, if not adhered to, will cause me to disappear like I’ve felt previously .
I’ve been handling this compulsion within my Tribe first and foremost: feng-shui-ing their spiritual outlooks, drawing out and sharpening their intuition/creativity, smoothing disputes with calm compassion, and at times, setting up the bedrock for confrontation so that hushed cries for affection are heard . The energy we generate when we form a circle to talk, look at a view, or pass around the peace pipe creates such an intense and shockingly religious atmosphere that outsiders always have difficulty finding a way into the circle without breaking the current . Our destinies are intertwining, we are sharing dreams, flashes of precognition, thinking and speaking in unison, and most importantly, having profound affects on others individually .
As far as outside the Tribe, as much as I want to be a constant force in the lives of others, I can’t be torn from the Tribe for too long without feeling ill, lost, and forlorn . I need them like we need air to breathe and water to drink, which isn’t a facet of love, but the reality of it . To others, I’ve become something of a spectre . I’m eternally aligned with this strange “natural timing” I have, and I always discover that my unpredictable meetings with people from my family or extended tribes usually have lasting impressions, despite my constant absence . I spend most of my time encouraging others that the mind and truth never meet, and we should trust our inner nature, which is intrinsically loving .
My mother, who is just as elusive as I am these days being a med student and all, recently thanked me for giving her the encouragement to be natural and speak what she feels in front of her peers, having discovered how warm and knowledgeable her Leo-Sun Leo-Moon personality is to others when untamed . The only feeling better than having yer mother thank you for helping her to be herself, is sharing the truth that it wouldn’t be possible if the Tribe hadn’t been there to encourage me in the same way I’ve encouraged her . I have a thing for circles, and the roundabout of wisdom never ceases to keep me devoted to the process of spiritual healing . And by balancing my mother’s “I WILL I WILL” attitude (which is the Leo mantra) with encouragement and calm, I benefit more from our relationship . Lately, when we talk, I can feel the same vibration that creates the religious current of our tribe pow-wows, which is the force of love blossoming .
I beg of you to see spiritual healing outside of thought . The mind is an inventor, and if you don’t program it correctly, it can come up with some convincing excuses not to be loving now . There is a divide between knowing and doing that social conditioning and the hypnosis of false prophets have instilled in us . Forgive the false prophets and the society you live in and make a step toward peace NOW . Justice cannot bring peace . The law is undefeated . Only peace can bring justice .
